#235693 - She missed her, it had been two years, 256 days and after looking at her watch 2 hours and 26 minutes since Gabby had said her good byes in the hospital - Gabby was too young to lose a parent and resented it. ’ ‘Doug was obvious to the bar man as he was using his hand to feel my arse and legs as Paul got the attention of the bar man to order our drinks - all the while he had managed to cup my breast over my dress. ’ Gabby didn’t realise that she was hold her breath and was holding the diary with so much pressure that when she looked up she let go of the tension and was gobsmacked at how tense she was – she had just read the most disturbing account of her young mother being used and degraded in public she had ever imagined and not not that her mother enjoyed it but that she has felt strange feelings as well.